Torn

Pensive, this month of October

Makes me think, Makes me wonder

What is this struggle, this fight to survive?

Why do a few have it so hard,

When the rest have it so easy?

Is there a light at the end of this tunnel?

Should I stay? Should I go?

Where will this road take me, I’m still perplexed

What’s this lesson you keep teaching me?

I have had enough, I need to break free

Am I running away? Am I being fair?

Torn, I can’t shake it off

Where do I go from here?

Instictivley you

Peace. I needed that
I guess you needed it too.
Its complicated, yes.
But I'm glad its not gone.
You didnt need to do anything,
The look, said it all.
I close my eyes, I see you
I cant help myself.
Like you never left
you took over my thoughts


 

Dysfunctional Distraction

This cat and mouse game

Has gotten tiresome

Either you are in or out

There is no in between

You give a little then hold back

Is there a point to any of this?

Why make things complicated

The boundaries are very clear

There is no blurring of the lines

But yet, you retreat into your shell

Leaving me perplexed

Is this reality? Is this guilt?