How do I say goodbye…
you weren’t just someone I loved
you were someone I reached for
without thinking
You knew everything
the unfiltered version of me
the moods… the silences
the things I never explained
and you never needed me to
With you
I didn’t have to try
Your “good morning” messages…
I’d roll my eyes sometimes
and still… wait for them
You were always proud of me
in that quiet way
like it really mattered
I would call
cry… rant… laugh
sometimes all in one go
and it was easy
because it was you
Your kindness
your softness
that was just who you were
But it’s the conversations…
that’s what I’ll miss the most
the random calls
the nothing and everything
Now there’s just…
one more hollow space
Heaven has you
and we’re here
learning what that means
I will miss you…
in ways I don’t quite have words for yet
