The empty pages of time

And then, it hits you
You are not meant to be here
A path taken by mistake
And you've gone too far in
Change course! Change course!
Can you do that now?

Go back to a time before
Retrace your steps, move!
Wipe out the memories
Erase! Erase!
The heart has lost its will....
Where did I go wrong?

In the silence of her heart

She lived a carefree life

Nothing ever touched her

Until one day he stood in the doorway

His calm so alluring

His smile so captivating

His love so gentle and true

She knew it was temporary

Nothing in life ever isn't

He crept inside her heart

The walls had crumbled 

Love took residence there

She had been in love before

This time was different

This time it felt real

He watched her with lucid eyes

She could tell he was true

So true it scared her

So she decided to leave

As silently as love had arrived

A love lost in reality 

Torn

Pensive, this month of October

Makes me think, Makes me wonder

What is this struggle, this fight to survive?

Why do a few have it so hard,

When the rest have it so easy?

Is there a light at the end of this tunnel?

Should I stay? Should I go?

Where will this road take me, I’m still perplexed

What’s this lesson you keep teaching me?

I have had enough, I need to break free

Am I running away? Am I being fair?

Torn, I can’t shake it off

Where do I go from here?

Instictivley you

Peace. I needed that
I guess you needed it too.
Its complicated, yes.
But I'm glad its not gone.
You didnt need to do anything,
The look, said it all.
I close my eyes, I see you
I cant help myself.
Like you never left
you took over my thoughts


 

Dysfunctional Distraction

This cat and mouse game

Has gotten tiresome

Either you are in or out

There is no in between

You give a little then hold back

Is there a point to any of this?

Why make things complicated

The boundaries are very clear

There is no blurring of the lines

But yet, you retreat into your shell

Leaving me perplexed

Is this reality? Is this guilt?

When souls collide.

You smiled, I looked away 
I was in a happy place, oblivious

Then I caught your eye by accident

Felt a smile coming on, couldn't hide it

Funny how you entered my space

Almost like a long lost friend

We connected instantly 

How truly bizarre, untimed

Your easy disposition, sense of humour

Like a drug, its hopelessly addictive 

Far from the usual vagabonds

A soul with substance, life

I'm glad I met you however untimely

I feel at ease around you

A few times I have caught my breath

But its all good, different

There's distance now

A little more space to grow

This friendship will blossom

Two souls connected, in time

Moon-struck

Light falls through the open window

The moon is out in all its glory

Night becomes less scary

Shadows, they all fade away softly

I stand in awe soaking up the light

It always amazes me

I am mesmerized by its glow

Fills my soul, gives me hope in a dreary world

A reason to dream, feel free

So real, so close, yet so far away